• It’s 4:08am!!🤯🤯

    Well let’s start out with I heard my kids tv in at about 330am… I used my phone to turn it off thinking that maybe it came on by it’s self again… 3 minutes later it’s back on… I get up and go in there and tell they boys it’s to early and to go back to sleep. I took the remote and put it on the fridge. They started yelling and being crazy. I’m ignoring them because it’s fucking 4:10am. My eyes opened so I had to go number 2.. 20 minutes later I’m back in my bed. Laying next to my husband. Kids are back to sleep. Let’s pray I can fall back asleep or todays not gonna be very good! 😭

    I wasn’t able to fall back asleep until around 530am… My alarms start going off at 630, then 645, then 7. I ignored all of the alarms today, I was supposed to give Jesse a shower before school, that didn’t happen this morning, he’s on his first field trip ever… Im a nervous wreck for some reason, just worries me with him being away with 20 other children and 4 adults watching them.. I finally crawed out of bed at 7:10. My husband had Jesse dressed and ready for school already, thankfully my younger two were still sleeping, I was hoping they would stay asleep a while longer so I could crawl back under my covers.. I get Jesse on the bus and jasper my 2 year old wakes up, he’s pretty easy in the morning, change his but fill up his cup and turn on cocomellon until his cinnamon rolls are done, I spent the entire morning on the phone finding the boys a new doctors office, I finally found one in Mineola, im so over har far everything Is in Texas… I got the younger two an appointment scheduled for next week.. Joel finally woke up around 930 or so, I was so salty that jasper didn’t sleep in as long as he did but it is what it is, I got Joel in to big boy undies and made him some eggs and bacon because that is his favourite. I started cleaning the house. Dishes, cleaning counters, sweeping, and half ass mopping.. My internet was being funky this morning so the boys decided they wanted to go swimming in the bath tub, they played in the tub for about a hour. I got them out and dressed then it was back to being crazy. Joel is in this stage where all he wants to watch is stupid YouTube videos, he drives me nuts.. I made them hot dogs and chips for lunch, now it is 1:30 pm and the boys are having nap time, jasper is asleep but Joel never actually takes a nap, he is enjoying his alone time being that dad was home the last two days and Jesse will be home this weekend.. I am enjoying the little bit of alone time I get during nap time, I restarted army wives, might get a little nap, who knows.. Remember to always stay positive, being a stay at home mom is difficult, but it is so worth it,

    They younger two kids have actually been really good today jasper napped and Joel’s been playing and watching tv. I’ve started a meat loaf and am waiting for Jesse to get off the bus. He had his first field trip today I’m excited to see how his day was.

  • Today was shit.

    Today started with Joel telling me Jesse punched him, it was about 630… I got up and told them to go back to bed it’s to early for this. I tried to go back to sleep for a half hour… that didn’t happen my stomach started screaming at me. Once my eyes open I have to go 💩… I go to the bathroom with my morning cigarette.. praying I’ll get atleast some type of privacy this morning. That didn’t Happen. Fast forward i threw Jesse his clothes to him and told him to get dressed while I changed the other twos diapers and filled up cups for the morning we brushed our teeth and put Jesse on the bus. Our plans were to go to the doctors office and get Joel’s shots today since yesterday the office didn’t know there ass from there face.. we’ll same shit happened today. We sat for 45 mins past our appointment time. For the second day in a row. By this point I’m already pissed. I asked the receptionist how much longer will it be. She says just a few more minutes she’s finishing up with a patient. Twenty minutes goes by and my kids are being crazy. They wanna leave I want to leave so I ask for the shot records and tell them I’ll just switch doctors because they obviously don’t know what they are doing. I was so mad. We came home and I speed cleaned while the kids had nap time. Then I decided I was still pissed at the ignorance from the doctors office I went and cut the grass… after quiet time we picked Jesse up from school and went to the lake!! What was I thinking??! the boys had fun but they kept trying to die, my anxiety was through the entire roof! We let them swim for about a hour and then we decided to come home. I had taken some pork steak out they’d been marinating in the fridge for about 5 hours. My husband put them on the grill while I make Mac and cheese and brownies. The boys were exhausted and cranky.. so the afternoon went with me repeatedly asking them to go play or watch tv while I made dinner. Nope they want to help or climb in my fridge. I was at my whits end today. We all ate dinner and watched the new episode of the flash, the boys snuck off to there rooms and passed out… we showered and now I’m laying here in bed, watching how I met your mom. With all three of my fur babies laying at my feet.

    Physically and mentally this day was exhausting. But emotionally I haven’t felt this positive in a long time. I feel happy. I feel dumb for getting so upset at the doctors office. This is the life of a poor mother of three boys. There’s always ups and down but being a boy mom is the best feeling. You’ll never know love until your loved by your son.

    I pray for a easier tomorrow, but I’d never change today.

    Love your self. Live life to the fullest. And never give up. ❤️

  • Humpday!

    Today I was woke up by my two year old with “mom I’m stinky ewww” it was about 630am… I responded with 5 more minutes as usual. He then took his diaper off and ran around naked for 10 minutes. Luckily there was no poop. 😂 by this time is about 6:45 time to get up and get my oldest son ready for school. I grab his outfit and tell him to get dressed and head for my morning smoke and bathroom break, if you’ve had children then you know pooping can be difficult.

    I get My son on the bus at 730 and go back in the house and make the younger two boys breakfast. We tried waffle crunch and milk today. It didn’t go as well as we hoped. The boys had a doctors appointment for a physical and shots. We went to the doctor and the office tells me they don’t have the shot records from the previous doctor. I’m dumb founded now… how have my children been seen here like 5 times and they don’t have the shot records. They made us reschedule for until tomorrow, at this point my middle boy is screaming because he wanted to see the doctor he’s odd. We decided to go and sit down at McDonald’s. We had chicken nuggets. Go figure. We came home and fought with the boys to have nap time. Everyone knows how that goes. They wanna come hug the cat and the stove anything to stay out of bed.

  • I wanted to scream by 7:45am

    Today the boys were being angry little monsters at some point before 7:30am. Jesse was mad the tooth fairy didn’t leave more than 3$ Joel wanted his show before he even opened his eyes and Jasper is just a mommas boy.. I didn’t know that my head could explode before 8am.

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